Oh! The new year was today -.-
Saturday, January 1, 2011 @ 3:13 PM
Bonjour,
Well, as all of you have known, Im 12 now since the clock shout at me that its 00.00 AM on 1 January 'yesterday'. No, I mean early in the morning tadi -.-
And as all of you known 'too', Im a UPSR candidates. Ya Allah, Like seriously i am not ready to face it. YET. (is hearing Lucifer, confused, typing while singing. Jangan tertulus lyric lagu sudah -.-)
Let see, when I was year 3 on 2008, I was very clever! Okay, i am not full of myself. Im serious, memang dulu aku pandai sangat. Itu dulu. But hows now? Memang nak kata pandai, pergi mati dulu lah jawabnya. Sorry, not meant it.
Formerly, when back from school, I will took all of my book and study hard and smart and hard and smart. Diam lah, suka hati aku lah nak cakap berapa banyak lagi -.- I will study until i fall asleep. Until I slept on the table I study. Until all of my books finished. Until I have to buy more books. More practical books. More books to read. More books for my mom to tick -.- My mom to cross the book. Lol, kidding.
I miss to ask my father "Ayah, apa maksud ni?" "Ayah, macam mana nak kira ni?" I miss all of em. Tapi bodohnya, kalau rindu apahal tak study? Cause im a lazy girl. Harharhar, I hope I can be like before.
Why I am not like before? Why I can't be like before? Why can't?! Yes, people changed. But why people cant changed to be more good as before? Macam aku. Dulu pandai, bila berubah, jadi bodoh. Macam bila baru kenal seseorang menarik, terus tiru orang tu. Sebelumnya tidak pun jadi copycat. Why huh? Again I'll repeat, Yes. PEOPLE CHANGED.
I hope, the old Fiqah will coming back. I hope I will be clever like before. I hope I will 'love' to study hard and smart AGAIN. I hope I will repeat the word "Ayah apa maksud ni ayah" AGAIN. I hope I will slept on the table I study. AGAIN. I hope I will study until I fall asleep AGAIN. I hope all I do before, All my 'times table' after back from school will be back.
I hope, my brader will never say the word "MENGADA LAH HANG" like just now (",) I hope I will changed from the way how I am now. I hope my behaviour will changed. Dari perangai mengada aku, suka merajuk, suka marahmarah, suka kurang ajar dengan kakak, abang, ibu, ayah. Dari suka tak reti tolong orang, benci sekolah, benci buku, suka mengumpat. Aku nak semua tu hilang. Boleh? Doa supaya aku berubah. Berubah dari menggunakan perkataan BABI, SETAN, BANGANG, BODOH. Semua tu!
I want my UPSR to be STRAIGHT A's. So I can beat Kak Cik's and Kak Wani's score. Both of them got 4A 1B, and if I got 5A, I will be the best among all of my cousins. I will be so poyo when I was with em. Haha, JKJK. Kak Cik and Kak Wani was the clever-est cousins I had. They is the best. Aku jealous bila orang puji dorang. Tapi takda hasad dengki. Haha.
Aku nak orang puji aku pulak nanti, I want my cousins, friends, family, PARENTS & sibs to wish me CONGRATS for more than hundred times. Aku nak dorang pandang aku pelik, macam aku lah orang paling pandai. I want to beat Kak Cik's rank/score. Rank ke Score? LOL, Forget bout it.
Hm, let us changed the topic from the UPSR's Topic or I will be stressed more than the SPM's student do.
2011, aku akan ada azam baru. Eh ada ke? Ya, ada. Jadi lebih pandai, lebih baik. Dan bagi parents aku bangga. Cium peluk nangis kerana gembira. Aku berharap semua tu. Amin,